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Sunday, October 07, 2007

This is going to be a complain and will not look nice

First
If you have something in mind, and want to get a clear answer, just get it will you? It's pathetic when someone wants an answer and donwan to get it himself. 1st of all, when i post something on my blog, i don expect to tell anyone about it, i just writes what i want, if someone sees it, so be it, in addition, you did not tell me not to say anything about it. You read it and thinks that i wrote it in a manner that i wanted Diana to see it, so be it, you have your views, but there's no one need to chant about it like an idiot right? Would you prefer to indulge cluelessly that you have been forsakened becoz she has other plans to probably go ECP with mark or let her know what you feel. It has to be the latter and be a man and accept it. You told me about it because you wanted an answer as well, didnt you? asking me whether it was fun and so on even though i did not know about it at all. Since you asked that, you wanted the answer. And be done with it, don act as though you can soak up everything and act as though nothing happen since you can't. Alright? And don be like a kid zzz.

It is true that only people sacrifice for you and not via versa, if you want people to treat you better, treat them better first. I am not that petty as well, i would still drive you to the place you wanted to go if it's on the way

Second
I had told Andri i wanted to quit TPGC, but wouldnt do so before the September performance becoz it is my responsibility to perform since it was settled so long ago. So i tot of quitting after that, and not without guts to say it, don just assume and complain over it, you don have the complete answer. You posted an article that you didnt like someone to judge you, so what right has you got to judge someone else. I don care for watever impression you have got in me now, what i bother is that i cant really take this lying down becoz it is something said about me, who can? People has the right to judge, and i will not complain about it like you do, everyone can do things to make that judgement for others, be it good or bad, if you don do anything about it and thinks that people judge you as a bad person, it is your fault, don just think that you are a good person and hopes people know it as well, becoz humans aren't gods. Also, i didnt go for practice for that saturday becoz it would be late if i went, at least i don say, alright, i'll go, and end up absent, isn't it like an empty promise? And it should sound familiar to the person i write this article for.

I am selective to who i can be bothered with now, some people just don deserve explainations

Third
La Guitare is supposed to be a grp work isnt it? It is ironic when someone threaten to don do something just becoz she don feel more important than others. Maybe she's joking and want people to see the importance of her, but i'm tired, why is it that people treat this issue as president's job alone? Don they feel the sense of belonging to NYPGC, from 05 when we had our 1st concert, the time we sat behind the curtains while Joe was playing Cavatina. Much of it is gone.

Watever it is, La Guitare will never falter

Fourth
I know i didnt really do well as president, but it doesnt mean i did nothing. All of you see the camp and chalet, ok, i didnt help that for my own reasons and people sees themselves as heros, now, for the orientation, who has really tried helping me out? It's a two way process. I'm seriously thankful for watever help i had. But this is not an issue of who did more or less now, do for the common purpose, and for those who didnt do anything at all, just shut up. I don need you to see the La Guitare as foregone, don even want to play anymore even when you didnt try helping, like, ohhh i'm the queen, i think La Guitare may falter, i donwan to play already. Great.

Reason for not "feeling" for TPGC

Kencsh blogged at 5:35 PM

Monday, October 01, 2007

Today is Children's Day, i remember having every primary school sports day during Children's Day. And i always looked forward to it because it is when i can win medals, symbols of achievement from running with friends, competing with others as a group. Well, those days are over, i don even get Youth Day Holidays now, let alone Children's Day =P, but it will always be something i have experienced before 1 decade ago.

Lina gave me a call today, calling for a meeting next week. I had wanted to call her today as well, and it was irony that Sherilyn reminded me about the same time Lina called. It's time to get everything settled out for La Guitare, though i have lofty aspirations when i stepped up as president, events did not turn out as good as it was to be. NYP events broke the rythem of lessons, Junior instructor changed, not being able to adapt to third year being the lazy me, friends having attachments and fyps that takes up all the time you can have. But it all lies on this concert now, i had wanted to bring it to the auditorium and inviting TPGC in the process to perform, but it seems not practical now..

Mao Jun, well, i pitied him the week before, but last week, my opinion totally changed, he seriously has a bad working attitude. Not only does he thinks the world is against him, he badmouths others and critise others for things he should be doing instead. Luckily, he has settled down now, being thrown to do packaging after afew days of heated quarrels with the Leadgirl (Soon Jie). All the best to him, hope he gets enlightenment someday..

Cheng Hsiang was disappointed today, for what Diana did. From what i heard from CH, She had asked whether he will be going to his Uncle shop for she has promised to help her uncle take pictures of dishes for their new Menu last time. CH said yup and both agreed on going on Sunday. But apparently, she cancelled on saturday saying she had something on and sent a wrong message to CH, presuming to mark that she had told CH (that she cancelled), and going for ECP, as well as asking whether KS, me or syarah going (Ks and i donno anything about it though, and CH was initially angry with us as well i think, for he thinks we knew and went out without him). Well, this can be quite hurtful for CH because he had been forsaked due to Mark (presumely) and wasn't invited as well. I understand his stand and feel sorry for him because he has been feeling neglected and the lost of life becoz he don really feel accepted.

Boredom can lead to depression.

Sunday, it was my last lesson with Ms Tey (Yamaha Guitar). We played the last of Grade 6 piece, Adelita with much fun =). She has been a good teacher to me, often smiling off my mistakes and teaching me patiently even though i never practice at home at all. Although i may go back to Guitar next time for some exams, i will always remember the 10months with her, teaching me from 1a to 2b.

Everyone will meet some people at some point in their life and will never meet again, so... whether it is for afew days, weeks, months or years, we should always be grateful that we have met this specific person, for we surely learn something from them, or experience something different from them.

Kencsh blogged at 7:06 PM


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It's pathetic when someone wants an answer and donwan to get it himself. 1st of all, when i post something on my blog, i don expect to tell anyone about it, i just writes what i want, if someone sees it, so be it, in addition, you did not tell me not to say anything about it. You read it and thinks that i wrote it in a manner that i wanted Diana to see it, so be it, you have your views, but there's no one need to chant about it like an idiot right? Would you prefer to indulge cluelessly that you have been forsakened becoz she has other plans to probably go ECP with mark or let her know what you feel. It has to be the latter and be a man and accept it. You told me about it because you wanted an answer as well, didnt you? asking me whether it was fun and so on even though i did not know about it at all. Since you asked that, you wanted the answer. And be done with it, don act as though you can soak up everything and act as though nothing happen since you can't. Alright? And don be like a kid zzz. It is true that only people sacrifice for you and not via versa, if you want people to treat you better, treat them better first. I am not that petty as well, i would still drive you to the place you wanted to go if it's on the way Second I had told Andri i wanted to quit TPGC, but wouldnt do so before the September performance becoz it is my responsibility to perform since it was settled so long ago. So i tot of quitting after that, and not without guts to say it, don just assume and complain over it, you don have the complete answer. You posted an article that you didnt like someone to judge you, so what right has you got to judge someone else. I don care for watever impression you have got in me now, what i bother is that i cant really take this lying down becoz it is something said about me, who can? People has the right to judge, and i will not complain about it like you do, everyone can do things to make that judgement for others, be it good or bad, if you don do anything about it and thinks that people judge you as a bad person, it is your fault, don just think that you are a good person and hopes people know it as well, becoz humans aren't gods. Also, i didnt go for practice for that saturday becoz it would be late if i went, at least i don say, alright, i'll go, and end up absent, isn't it like an empty promise? And it should sound familiar to the person i write this article for. I am selective to who i can be bothered with now, some people just don deserve explainations Third La Guitare is supposed to be a grp work isnt it? It is ironic when someone threaten to don do something just becoz she don feel more important than others. Maybe she's joking and want people to see the importance of her, but i'm tired, why is it that people treat this issue as president's job alone? Don they feel the sense of belonging to NYPGC, from 05 when we had our 1st concert, the time we sat behind the curtains while Joe was playing Cavatina. Much of it is gone. Watever it is, La Guitare will never falter Fourth I know i didnt really do well as president, but it doesnt mean i did nothing. All of you see the camp and chalet, ok, i didnt help that for my own reasons and people sees themselves as heros, now, for the orientation, who has really tried helping me out? It's a two way process. I'm seriously thankful for watever help i had. But this is not an issue of who did more or less now, do for the common purpose, and for those who didnt do anything at all, just shut up. I don need you to see the La Guitare as foregone, don even want to play anymore even when you didnt try helping, like, ohhh i'm the queen, i think La Guitare may falter, i donwan to play already. Great. Reason for not "feeling" for TPGC Kencsh blogged at 5:35 PM Monday, October 01, 2007 Today is Children's Day, i remember having every primary school sports day during Children's Day. And i always looked forward to it because it is when i can win medals, symbols of achievement from running with friends, competing with others as a group. Well, those days are over, i don even get Youth Day Holidays now, let alone Children's Day =P, but it will always be something i have experienced before 1 decade ago. Lina gave me a call today, calling for a meeting next week. I had wanted to call her today as well, and it was irony that Sherilyn reminded me about the same time Lina called. It's time to get everything settled out for La Guitare, though i have lofty aspirations when i stepped up as president, events did not turn out as good as it was to be. NYP events broke the rythem of lessons, Junior instructor changed, not being able to adapt to third year being the lazy me, friends having attachments and fyps that takes up all the time you can have. But it all lies on this concert now, i had wanted to bring it to the auditorium and inviting TPGC in the process to perform, but it seems not practical now.. Mao Jun, well, i pitied him the week before, but last week, my opinion totally changed, he seriously has a bad working attitude. Not only does he thinks the world is against him, he badmouths others and critise others for things he should be doing instead. Luckily, he has settled down now, being thrown to do packaging after afew days of heated quarrels with the Leadgirl (Soon Jie). All the best to him, hope he gets enlightenment someday.. Cheng Hsiang was disappointed today, for what Diana did. From what i heard from CH, She had asked whether he will be going to his Uncle shop for she has promised to help her uncle take pictures of dishes for their new Menu last time. CH said yup and both agreed on going on Sunday. But apparently, she cancelled on saturday saying she had something on and sent a wrong message to CH, presuming to mark that she had told CH (that she cancelled), and going for ECP, as well as asking whether KS, me or syarah going (Ks and i donno anything about it though, and CH was initially angry with us as well i think, for he thinks we knew and went out without him). Well, this can be quite hurtful for CH because he had been forsaked due to Mark (presumely) and wasn't invited as well. I understand his stand and feel sorry for him because he has been feeling neglected and the lost of life becoz he don really feel accepted. Boredom can lead to depression. Sunday, it was my last lesson with Ms Tey (Yamaha Guitar). We played the last of Grade 6 piece, Adelita with much fun =). She has been a good teacher to me, often smiling off my mistakes and teaching me patiently even though i never practice at home at all. Although i may go back to Guitar next time for some exams, i will always remember the 10months with her, teaching me from 1a to 2b. Everyone will meet some people at some point in their life and will never meet again, so... whether it is for afew days, weeks, months or years, we should always be grateful that we have met this specific person, for we surely learn something from them, or experience something different from them. Kencsh blogged at 7:06 PM